Friday, August 8, 2008

Nothing really Special here..

Nothing really special here...really! Today i'm sooo lazy to think up a theme and write about it...not like my last posted one..semangated like hell to type, then a fren commented :kinda weird blog...oh, sorry lor for my weird blog..dun like then suen..i have one fan who read it and commented about it truly from her heart...so ter-gan dong ok my dearest! I sold you d myself, but you haven't paid me rm12 for that! Lol..Oh well...want to blog crazily like her d..her's so funny! I can't stop laughing in front of the computer monitor..and fan-ning about everything that will be going on during sem break...you see, we have plan..and to make the plan successful, we need more than people; we need something called 'm.o.n.e.y'. Oh, money is everything in here. No money, no talk is the motto in everyday's life. Even you want to go to toilet at kl, you need to pay for it. Lunch is free if you choose to eat nothing, but you will ended up eating medicine. That is money. You said sun is free, air is free. Yeah, that 'free thing' keeps you alive. When you are alive, you need money. Even if you are dead, you still need 'hell money'. OMigod, why i'm talking about money now? Oh ya, tat's my problem right now. Money.

By the way, i'm now keep on crapping in this blog from day to day. Forgotten to tell you, i'm now having holiday ok! So yeah!! Free, but not really free, but then again; kinda free. Lol, cool statement from lame person. Oh well, what to do nia? I'm a free people. Anyway, i'm currently planning how to spend my 2 1/2 week holiday:

1. Go to KL Library (No, i'm not that book nerd, but i want to indulge myself within a corner fillled with books---ok, that does sound like i'm a book worm; but no, i'm going to spend my time glancing through the art book and maybe pscyhology, and business as well. I'm soooo going to be a person who will achieve HD, XD )

2. Stay at home (and be a good girl!)
Now not that i'm an angel to do so, and i'm not the devil to just starting to stay home; but because, i hav no money, and to entertain myself, i need to do something about it. I will stay at home, studying (not again?!?, yeah, i scolded myself for this d), ironing clothes once a week, taking care of my baby eunice, (niece), washing clothes, and onlining, and crapping all day long.

3. (Secret)

4. (Secret)

Lol, that's all i can do for now for 2 1/2 weeks. I can't earn money from part-time job, who wants people who work for 2 and 1/2 weeks, not even kuli job ok! So yeah, . . once again, i'm crapping..


Oh ya, something i've forgotten to tell la! I'm now duno what i'm typing now. Lol. Does that matter?? Anyway...something is lifted away from my shoulder now..hmmmm..what is it? Oh ya! Money! Oh no, no no, i din kena loteri, nor i got money from the sky; but...i finally decided to use my own money to spend! Yah, i wanted to use my parents money for outing; but then again, they are money-analyst. They really know what is cheap, expensive, affordable, and not so wisely spent thingy. Oh wait...now it came back d..ouch! Poor my shoulders..T_T...Eh, wait...now i'm ok d..lol...headache..the world is spining...orbiting around it...oh..why there's some stars there? Eh! I saw a shooting star! Make a wish!

*DUMM*


Lied on the floor.

*Announcement: When the blogger is typing this blog, she is currently in the mesyuarat tergempar with the psycho gang and J&D.*

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Think again (Part 1)

Think you know everything about me? Think again. Nope, it's not a contest; you do not win if you know the answers; you do not lose anything you don't know the answers(although eventually you will know the answers). So why don't you just scroll down and look at the Qs and As i have created for myself--and to anyone else who thought they know me; or they want to know me.

Fast Fact! (with lengthy explanations)
Name: Jaime @ Jamie.
There's something about my names. Ya, my names. My Chinese name; Hui Qing. Since young, only a few people who knew how to spell my name correctly; yes, included the person who asked me to spell my name for them. They either put Ching or Cing. Haha, funny yo~but i do think my name with the initial Q is cooler, and mind you! It pronounced as "ch-ing",not or "k-ing" or "que-ing". Only people with a)minor knowledge of the world history-especially the Qing Dynasty version or b) the people with fairly good command in English. People with combination of both understand how my name is properly pronounced. OR, people who asked how to pronounce my name. But i thought my name would be easier if i add nickname for me, for college purposes. People tend to remember english name rather than chinese. Like Peter or Mary. Lol, ya, that's so lame. That's why i've chosen Jaime. Pronounced as 'Jay-Me', ya know. Nvm, but people still write it as "Jamie". I also duno why i don't have 'fate' with names. But i'm not really mind how people spelt my name d, as long they spell it, with same pronunciation about it. LOL

Height & Weight: 152cm and 48 kg.
Serious, i'm that short. Ya, short. 152 IS abnormal for an 18 year-old person. 18! Can't you imagine me, standing amongst others who have the average of 165 and above?! So yeah, when i talked to anyone, i need to swing my head up into the sky and stars. And believe or not, my neck can't last for more than 10 min. They either have to a)sit down when talking to me, or b) they talk to me at a far position ,or c) don't talk to me. God knows if i can grow taller or not, since i'm reaching the maximum timing for puberty.
And there's one fact; sometimes i care about my height, but sometimes i'm not. Really, depends on situations. IF people who are taller than me teases me, sorry but i won't be offended. But i really regrets of my traits. Haha, just slightly; especially if you want to wear a nice dress. Dress looked awful for a shorty.
P/S: You know what i really care about? Yea, my weight. It's looked nice right? Wait till you see me in person. ROFL.

My eyes and ears: Nothing really special, that's the problem. ROFL.
I had erm, what do you call that; ya, pigs' eyes, one-lid eyes, but you know what i'm trying to say, right? So it really makes my eyes look very small. I like big eyes though. Ha ha ha, there are some people who are single-folded eyes cap right; but their eyes really big! Nice! Furthermore, among my siblings and i, i have the shortest eye lashes. My younger sister has big eyes and double-folded and long eye lashes, my elder sister has double folded and long curved eye lashes! Only i'm the special case here.
My ears; nothing much to say. Right one, i have two holes. Left, only one. But i have future plans about my ears, ha ha ha. Swt, anyway, i plan to pierce more holes. Depends on other factors as well. I pierced my third (and fourth, but it got infected anyway, tat's why it's gone for good, lol) after my SPM. So got meaning one ok. Rofl, maybe i will pierce two more for my 18th birthday. Actually i like guys with left-ear pierced. Very cute. Haha, dunno why. But it's more cute if they use diamond ear-ring for their left one! I will definitely stare at their ears for long long time. Haha~~abit sot sot.

Hair: Black initially, kinda long until shoulder length.
Dyed dark purple; but no one knows until i told them so. Lol. NO difference, that's why i have purchased something like brownish golden one; but i still doubting to dye it or not. I love my black hair, but i don't want to looked dim all the time. And! I love my long hair more! He he he~~ but maybe when i reached the age of working, then i will cut short. ROFL. Long time din see myself with short hair. Woo~~really anticipate it.

Moles: I have quite a few.
I have quite a few, the most obvious yet less people really know about it is is on my left cheek. Right there only. Ha ha~ maybe people cannot differentiate with pimples. Haha, swt. Straight above the mole on my cheek is another mole, just nicely up on top of my eyebrows in the end.
There's one on my left wrist, and one on my right shoulder. Other places, i can't really see it myself. Lol. Anyway, i like the positions of the moles on my parts of body. They make you feel unique, apart from ur very unique thumbprints. Lol.

Hands & Legs: I have complete one=)
My palm is squarish version. Some people said it means earth. Dunno what it means. Lol. My fingers are short! God, i wish i have longer one; and my nail shape--cup one. For nail shape, you either got cup or the glass. Haha, people called like that. So basically my hands do not look really nice to you right? Then, my legs? I don't want to comment a lot about it. Lol, not nice actually. Short and cacated version. Compared to Lin Zhi Ling la...lol, macam 7th heaven with 77th hell. Lol.

End Of Part 1.
Part 2 contents: (Secret!) Lol.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

back again~~

See, i'm back again--but again with fast typo speed. Not be too afraid, i was told. There's a saying 'time flies like an arrow, fruit flies like a banana'. I wished i knew the meaning for the second part of the quote. Swt. Anyway right--in 2 weeks time i will pass up my a) finite maths assignment worth 10%, b) study skills assignment worth 15%, c) excel & powerpoint project + presentation, second round quiz on finite maths, intermediate english and computing principles. after that, 4 weeks later and it's the time to face my final exam! Oh no oh no! I will be dead! ahaha, choi, touchwood, reverse the curse, whatever it is yeah. But do wish me good luck; i'm wishing everyone too.=)

By the way, didn't i tell you i'm a toastmasters' member? Huh?! what is toastmaster you ask me? Why don't you ask mr.google or dr.wikipedia? Haha~~sorry but actually as a blogger who informed you about my life, i should tell you personally as i wished i did; unfortunately i have no opportunity to do so right now. i'm kinda speed in typing words, but i couldn't do it now as my eyes beg me to finish this latest blog.

Actually i will be doing my first speech this saturday, again wish me luck ok=) later i will tell you everything that happened inside out in about it. Don't worry. Although it might take forever for me to do it.


Bye=)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

My Dad

“I watched him as he was picking up that wooden plate I dumped it among the lectures files. He opened his mouth and said, “Who picked up the plat from nowhere?” Mum replied that it was the plate I received three days ago. I know he knew that. I said, “Yeah, it has no name on it.” I went on spontaneously, “Previously elder sister received it with her name carved on it. The patterns on it was nice, too bad it has no name. Maybe the school wanted to cut cost or something.” I watched as he rubbed the shiny plate with his hand stained with diesels and rusts. His eyes were gleaming from the refection of the shiny plat. He rubbed it again and again. I was wondering if he knew what words were craved on the plat. Then I saw something that was carved on his face. A small smile was imprinted on that old-looking and dark tanned skin that symbolizes his big satisfaction with himself. His pride; he was proud of one of his daughter that never truly learn how he got himself the diesel oil stain and some rusts, maybe sometimes with the burnt on his fingers, but earned and achieved something that he never had a chance to do so. Education. He didn’t say anything further; while I was engrossed with the conflicts in the television drama aired on that time. He went to take a bath. I watched mum as she was mopping the floor. By the time I looked up at the television again, I saw the plat was placed at the side of the television. I cried in silence.”

843pm

24June2008

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Who Am !?

These few days i been thinking about this question:

"Why...i have changed?"

I dunno what and how did i changed? Time changes, so do people. Yes, yes, i know that. The question is..when..why...how? For these few days (exam stress of course!) I been kept on thinking about it. Haha.. very emo suddenly.

But i have always been.




Is it?



I remember, i used to have a lot of ideas (in primary school) and filled with a lot of enthusiasm during first three years in secondary school. Then i have no more extra interest that ignites me. I studied because i need to. I go to school because i have to. I play because i used to.




I can't remember when was the end of my real, real happy life; where i studied because i loved to, i go to school because i want to, and i play because i yearned for.

I remember that i really used to love to read science books. When i was in primary 3 (9 years old), i love to read science books. i will read and re-read my elder sis' science text book (she was in primary 5 on that time, 11 years old). Then i will questioned her a lot; a lot of questions. When i was finally in primary 4, i had this great, patient science teacher, who will answered all my questions. I would ask questions on standard 5 or standard 6 science subjects (because i had read my elder sis' text books). I would gave answers to all his questions on general science knowledge. He gave me a good feeling deep inside me (not that i admire him ok?!) that was really really warm when he appreciated and praised my inquisitiveness on seeking answers. Although i did not scored the highest marks on this subjects in primary 5 and 6, but i was happy because i knew a lot of things.

When i was in form 1 (secondary school), i have always wanted a lot of assignments. My elder sis called me crazy when i craved for folios. It was a brand new experience; and later i found out that i like to make myself busy. However, I'd learned two cruel statements that made me realize..the world wasn't that beautiful and naive as it seemed. After i entered form 4, i did not have the same passion to read or to learn new science-based subjects anymore.














Well, i just hope i can find back my old, real self. Really, really soon.













Sigh~~ i also dunno what i am crapping now...

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Realize

Haha~ Well, i still have exam to do, so i just put up this nice song here. I really attracted to the rhythm and the lyrics! Talk about emo-ing! Anyway; i hope i can sing this song soon! Haha, when i started to realise something la of course! Oh ya by the way,i changed my layout.(Duh, you know d...T_T) Haha, once in a while change the view; not so boring eh! You are not in the wrong blog area laa~~I will update more bloggy asap asap! Dun't worry...i guess? So here is it:


by Colbie Caillat.

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now


(haha, do you wonder how many the word 'realize' appear in the lyrics? Ya ya, it's repeating la of course; chorus part wat! But then i really like the line ' if you just realize what i just realized' Aww...so bittersweet only...but it's true 'it's not always the same...if you don't feel it too." So sad wei if like this.. but i think it's really touchy situation if the guy and the gurl suddenly 'realize' about their feelings for each other..'on that real moment' OMG! I'm sooo emo wei! Lol! No la, saje je..watched too much manga d! LOl! Swt.. . .. . .

Till then,* pass auf dich auf!


*pass auf dich auf: take care in German

Sunday, June 8, 2008

My Favourite Sport

i have 1 hour left before go for replacement class later at 330pm. Guess where am i? Haha, i'm in college lab...posting one new blog asap. Hehe~~suddenly want to post something (emo kononnya). But anyway, there's a lot things i want to post here, but aren't able to due to laziness and busi-ness. So yeah, today i have time, so i will post one nice blog entitled: My Favourite Sport. In more specifically: "If you were given only one sport to choose for your entire life, what you will choose, and why?". No no no, i'm not into the upcoming Beijing Olympics, but yesterday when i discussed with my younger sister on her Sports Day, that's when i got an idea to post one blog with that title today.

" One Sport to play in your life, and why "

Simple. I'm a laid back person, i don't do a lot of sports. in fact; honestly, i never really did. Ok, when i was a young gal, my dad gave us three badminton rackets and alot of shuttlecock. So the conclusion= we were in badminton fever for quite some period. It was fun; and not fun. Fun part was when we were able to hit the shuttlecock (yes, with the racket!) and obviously the not fun part was when we weren't able to. Then somehow we quited on that sport. Oh ya, i think maybe because we were out of the shuttlecocks. Lol. Serious! My dad did not buy us the badminton rackets nor the shuttlecock, he got it free from his clients and avid badminton gamer friends. When they were out of stock, we were out of the game mood. Nope, not even within the long badminton period we were excited about winning any Cup.

The end. I mean, for the badminton sports i used to play. Hehe, then once i joined the netball club in primary school. Yes yes, it did sound ludicrous to some of you who didn't believe that i was in the club. Club member to be exact. There were some energetic, skilfully, talented, full-of-potential members around in our club, so the trainers were contented to teach the outstanding one, instead of those who dunno anything. Besides, i never get to hold on that ball for more than 4 seconds in one game. Let alone for me to shoot.

There's once, however when i was in primary 6; my last year in primary school; i get to participate in running for 4 X 100m, 100m, and one more game i can't remember what d. i got bronze for the 4 X 100m though. I never practice (not bother to) for the competition (not even once), that's why i was happy for not getting last position in the event. Anyway, i was really exhausted after the 3 events. i was lack of stamina. hahaa...

I thought i want to participate in athletic club when i was in form 1. However, i joined chess club instead. Hehe~~lazy lazy lazy = lazy results. So anyway, i do admit i like running alot. When there's 'sukantara' in school, i love, and usually get first among others in running 100 m within 4 seconds. Hehe~~ i'm a short-distance runner. Compared to other games ( i haven't try with archery, football, basketball, etc) i love running. Once i ran, i will think of alot of things, few seconds later, i focus on just one thing = keep on running. I will stop, then run, then stop, then run until the end. That's how life should be right? Haha~apa kaitan dengan life i pun tak tau.

Anyway, i was inspire (am i?) by one person, yeah, the marathon runner. I was unsatisfied with his comment (perhaps, criticism? ) on one fine day: " What, 1.5 km in 13 minutes? That's slow~". Something like that. Something behind that. Lol, so when i ran for some event( i think it was during PE time), i kept thinking about that comment. And kept on running. My friends told me that my face was white. Haha~ First time i was feeling cold after running. Nvm~ it's a compliment, i hope so, for the marathon runner. Hey, one day when i'm ready, we will run together for the 'real-marathon event' you always wished for, ok? If i can't run (touch-wood) on that time, i will be the spectator instead. haha, but on my right hand i will carry one big red apple to pass to you. That's our deal! Hehe~ A deal without your permission.

So yeah, in conclusion, i will choose 'running' as my sole sport in my entire life. Because to me, running is a satisfaction that one should treasure. By keep on running, on the end of the run you only know the reason you run for.

Tata! Now is 2.55pm, i used about 1/2 hour to type this blog. Amazing, huh?