It's An Emo Blog...

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It's An Emo blog.....begins now.

Oh...i've been emo-ing for a few nights.....duno why...guess this is the 'mourning period' when you get if you dun fully use your holidays well..i am given 2 1/2 weeks for holiday but i spent 1 and 1/2 weeks useless-ly..Yeah...i've alwiz emo actually...just sumtimes it popped out within minutes that my daily life isn't so bothered by it..

Alah...orang emo nak cakap apa ne? I also dunno...emo laaa.....i wan to crap and crap and crap non stop like orang ppl manyak appi...but then....no one wants to talk to me. T_T. Emo lor~~~Anyway, i wanted to watch alot of movies...going on for a movie marathon..but no money and no ppl teman like tat lor...everyone's broke. I'm pretty broke too..guess i will have to tie my stomach to survive 2nd sem...speaking of which, coming up nex nex week lor.....but nex friday results out! Kecut my stomach...

Sigh~~~really really emo....lol. How many times i need to type this word again neh? Sounds really pathetic...but then...oni ppl emo when they are lonely..and yes! Yes! I admit it! I'm a loner......without my frens...i'm so lonely...despite watching movies and listening to music...i'm still soo lonely. Sigh~~~~~ actually right?! I have a bad characteristic in myself. Although it is a bad characteristics, lately i oni found out that it is sooo bad. Sigh~~what to do nia? I hate myself for having this 'bad habit'....really, really feeling like want to hide inside a dark dark big spacious room..just sit there and do nothing but to think about absolutely nothing...because i hate myself for having this bad characteristics. Sigh....even my frens also think i'm a bit siao siao...they din say it out, but i know they think like that.

What to do nia......T_T. Sumtimes i really hope i can find someone that i can called 'special' in my life..A.S.A.P. See, i'm not desperate ok..just i'm an 18 years old girl and everyone surrounding me hav someone special in their life..you can say i'm jealous/envy. it's a nature to do so. But i wont cin cai ba lang go and accept anyone so easily into my life. At the same time i'm afraid to make a commitment too. Lol. Really sakai rite me? But i can't help it. I also want to be a normal person too. Guess it's not the time yet. ..If it's so...when is it?!?? T_T. Lol, not angry at anyone, but actually asking the Almighty one above that is looking at us.

WAh....emo-nye..Sob..sob...what to do? Hmm.....lately i want to hug someone so much...lol. If the 'Free Hug' activity can be found here in KL too right kan bagus? Surely i will cry like a baby after hugging. Entahlah......haih...emo-nye............................


Disclaimer: All this happened when the blogger texted with someone.

Being Tagged!

Tagged by Pay Herng~~
Got shocked. Lol

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
Qing, Hui Qing, Jaime.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
Shoulders, Ears, Hair.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
Eyes, Nose, Leg.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
Hakka, Teochew, China!

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND
People Smoking, Back-Stabber, People who angry at you for something you done good for them.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
Ghosts, Being on Stage, Bad Exam results (Lol)

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SHOWS
Guess*3, Ghost Whisperer, Criminal Minds.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE JAPANESE ANIMES/CARTOONS
Bokura Ga Ita, Bleach, Cardcaptor Sakura.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE NON-ENGLISH SHOWS
. . .

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS
Mysterious Guest-Yoga Lin, Bu Yao Shuo Hua-Eason Chan, Yue Ya Lun-F.I.R

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN
A Litre of Tears, Windstruck, Crying out Love in the Centre of the World

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH
21, The Dark Knight, Wall-E.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
Cell-phone, Mirror, Computer.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
Pants, Underwear(that includes Bra), Shirt.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
Love, Trust, and Honesty.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEALS TO YOU
his smile, his ears, and his eyes. Lol.

THREE BAD HABITS
Lazy, Procrastinate, Too punctual.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
Scrapbooking, Taking Pictures, Dreaming.

THREE THINGS YOU WANNA DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
Hug someone! Msg someone, tell someone i miss him/her.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING
Psychology, Pscyhology, Psychology!

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
Japan, Korea, Pulau Redang! Lol.

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE
Something to starts with Q, P and K. (No special meaning though; lol)

THREE THINGS YOU WANNA DO BEFORE YOU DIE
Breath for the last time, Hug someone so tightly, Love someone until I am willing to die for.

THREE THINGS THAT SHOW THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
Attracted to Shiny Things, Love discounts, and IC. Lol.

INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES (current or previous)
A, T, and K.

THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THIS SURVEY
Yaw Kwan, Wai Sheng, Kok Peng.

Nothing really Special here..

Nothing really special here...really! Today i'm sooo lazy to think up a theme and write about it...not like my last posted one..semangated like hell to type, then a fren commented :kinda weird blog...oh, sorry lor for my weird blog..dun like then suen..i have one fan who read it and commented about it truly from her heart...so ter-gan dong ok my dearest! I sold you d myself, but you haven't paid me rm12 for that! Lol..Oh well...want to blog crazily like her d..her's so funny! I can't stop laughing in front of the computer monitor..and fan-ning about everything that will be going on during sem break...you see, we have plan..and to make the plan successful, we need more than people; we need something called 'm.o.n.e.y'. Oh, money is everything in here. No money, no talk is the motto in everyday's life. Even you want to go to toilet at kl, you need to pay for it. Lunch is free if you choose to eat nothing, but you will ended up eating medicine. That is money. You said sun is free, air is free. Yeah, that 'free thing' keeps you alive. When you are alive, you need money. Even if you are dead, you still need 'hell money'. OMigod, why i'm talking about money now? Oh ya, tat's my problem right now. Money.

By the way, i'm now keep on crapping in this blog from day to day. Forgotten to tell you, i'm now having holiday ok! So yeah!! Free, but not really free, but then again; kinda free. Lol, cool statement from lame person. Oh well, what to do nia? I'm a free people. Anyway, i'm currently planning how to spend my 2 1/2 week holiday:

1. Go to KL Library (No, i'm not that book nerd, but i want to indulge myself within a corner fillled with books---ok, that does sound like i'm a book worm; but no, i'm going to spend my time glancing through the art book and maybe pscyhology, and business as well. I'm soooo going to be a person who will achieve HD, XD )

2. Stay at home (and be a good girl!)
Now not that i'm an angel to do so, and i'm not the devil to just starting to stay home; but because, i hav no money, and to entertain myself, i need to do something about it. I will stay at home, studying (not again?!?, yeah, i scolded myself for this d), ironing clothes once a week, taking care of my baby eunice, (niece), washing clothes, and onlining, and crapping all day long.

3. (Secret)

4. (Secret)

Lol, that's all i can do for now for 2 1/2 weeks. I can't earn money from part-time job, who wants people who work for 2 and 1/2 weeks, not even kuli job ok! So yeah, . . once again, i'm crapping..


Oh ya, something i've forgotten to tell la! I'm now duno what i'm typing now. Lol. Does that matter?? Anyway...something is lifted away from my shoulder now..hmmmm..what is it? Oh ya! Money! Oh no, no no, i din kena loteri, nor i got money from the sky; but...i finally decided to use my own money to spend! Yah, i wanted to use my parents money for outing; but then again, they are money-analyst. They really know what is cheap, expensive, affordable, and not so wisely spent thingy. Oh wait...now it came back d..ouch! Poor my shoulders..T_T...Eh, wait...now i'm ok d..lol...headache..the world is spining...orbiting around it...oh..why there's some stars there? Eh! I saw a shooting star! Make a wish!

*DUMM*


Lied on the floor.

*Announcement: When the blogger is typing this blog, she is currently in the mesyuarat tergempar with the psycho gang and J&D.*